Bismillah..


the only justify war is jihad..
yes..is jihad......
because that is the only fighting that is happening for the sake of Allah..
everything else is happening for the sake of dunnya..
oh Lord,i need strength for me to fight for myself..

struggles...strives...
are exactly what i need in my life...
I would not be as strong as what i could have been.
I could never fly..
Freedom and flight would only come after the struggle (Jihad)..

Be sure we shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some loss in goods or lives or the fruits (of your toil), but give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere.  (2:155)


Ya Alloh Tuhan segenap manusia, hilangkanlah sakit dan sembuhkan-lah, Engkaulah Yang Maha Penyembuh, tiada kesembuhan kecuali dengan penyembuhanMu, kesembuhan yang tidak meninggalkan penyakit.” 

sembuhkanlah ibuku.........................
kasihilah beliau seperti mana beliau mengasihiku......
kasihanilah beliau..................
amin ya Rabb...
-merinduimu selalu-